Tonight I went for a walk in the rain on my dinner break, I even tried to be extra dramatic about it when I got back to work, you know...showing off my wet head for added effect just to see if anyone would do anything (pat my head, say how awesome I am….something! I got nothing…)......Whatever.
Then I get home and get I got all jacked up over YOGA.
But first I must x'plain why:
Right from the start, I just had been catching myself being pissy and over-thinking everything like it was the end of the world. Someone could like look at me the wrong way I would have probably cried over it for an hour because I couldn't get in the zone (How annoying!) -- but the whole hour and a half I was like “I am here for a reason.” (BTW - this could be my favorite line that has crossed my mind all day. I may start using this.) “Excuse me…I’m like here for a reason.” It is practical and universal and could be applied in almost every situation, but anyways....I caught myself thinking a lot more about my "reasons" which just compounded more to not being clear enough and focused enough (do you see the vicious cycle happening like if you were in my head right now?)...so I try hard to repeat to myself "get your mind clear woman!...you are beyond this".....
But no...no I am not. I am like light years beyond this shiz....cause I have so much freakin sweat in my face and ears that I feel like I am swimming in the ocean!
So what if I was finally able to make it through all the way through twisting half moon till the end without looking like I was doing the funky chicken .....I screwed it all up at the end by falling over when I was patting myself on the back about it....I know it gets easier!
Tommorow: Legs/Back
Ahhhh yes....Leeeegssss….my fave and yours, I sure of it…
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